POKEGEAR (MoM IC Contact)

[halloflamer]

"The name's Blue! I'm busy right now, so leave me a message, and maybe if I like you enough I'll respond... hahaha!

Smell ya later!"

[TEXT | VOICE | VIDEO]

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Re: text;

[halloflamer]

[Oh.... Blue sits and thinks a minute before replying.]

are you sure? when I got ported out it was for about a week

I think same for Archie too, maybe 2 weeks

so maybe there's still time?

[lempereur]

There might be. The ones I have seen have mostly been a few days.
I don't know how much waiting is appropriate before I call it done.
the longer it takes, the less likely he'll remember me if he does come back

[halloflamer]

I guess that's what people say

around a month right?

don't give up just yet but I guess if that's what happens

at least you and Yuri still have each other right?

[lempereur]

Yuri is still here. We have been supporting each other the best we can.

I can't spend another day checking my contacts repeatedly to see if he's come back. It's making me crazy. I don't know what else to do.

[halloflamer]

why don't you two go away somewhere for a while?

turn off your comms and just unwind

I mean except an emergency contact maybe

[lempereur]

We have been planning a trip, actually, since before he left.

My friends from home, Yuri, and I.

It seems like a bad time to go on vacation.

[halloflamer]

oh

how come? I mean things were kinda tough recently with weird stuff happening but maybe that means it's good to get away from it

[lempereur]

What if he does come back, and I'm hundreds of miles away?

[halloflamer]

I'd let you know of course!

any of your pals still here could right?

sure it'd take a little bit for you to get back but wouldn't he understand?

[lempereur]

If he remembers.

[ Sorry Blue, he's stuck on that! ]

[halloflamer]

well

he's from Yuri's world right?

he can just explain it?

[lempereur]

I don't think that's really the same.

If I were thrust into an unfamiliar world and told that I am in a polyamorous relationship, with one party being a complete stranger, I likely take it poorly.

[halloflamer]

I guess not..

[sheesh such a DEBBIE DOWNER, Yusuke!!]

but at least you could be friends

[lempereur]

Maybe.

[ Sorry! He's not sure how being friends with an ex he never actually broke up with would work. He still has nude pictures of him... ]

[halloflamer]

[there'll always be the nudes....]

you really think if he came back he wouldn't see the same things in you?

[lempereur]

I don't know.

The circumstances would be different. Maybe he comes from another point in time, and things have changed. Maybe the fact that I have all these memories and intimate knowledge about him scares him off.

There is no guarantee. I don't know what to do with that knowledge.

[halloflamer]

[Blue thinks on it for a long few minutes]

the worst that happens is nothing right

I always kept my feelings for Red because I thought there was no way he could ever have those feelings after all the bad blood between us when we were younger

weren't you the one who was so confident that we both liked each other?

maybe it's none of my business but I think you should try

if he were to come back I mean

[which is a pretty big 'if', but if he's already worrying himself over it...]

[lempereur]

I would have to try. I would never be able to keep my mouth shut about it.

But if it does not work...I don't know.

I suppose I should focus on one thing st a time.

[halloflamer]

I guess

trying is all you can do

at least you wont be alone though

[lempereur]

I am not alone. There are plenty of people here that care for me, I should be grateful for that.

Knowing that does not make me feel less anxious.

[halloflamer]

I guess I’m one of the last people to be saying this

but it’s probably pointless to be anxious over something you don’t know will happen right

anyway if he comes back at all won’t it be better than not?

[lempereur]

I'm not sure. Will it?

He can go back to his career doing what he loved without the constant threat of aliens or evil clones or nuclear annihilation. Nothing he knew back home prepared him for this.

[halloflamer]

[Blue would be lying if he said he’d never thought the same, of if Red was to go home. But he was also selfish enough to want him to stay, rather than return safely home and leave Blue there...]

then it’s good, right?

I think you’re allowed to be selfish and still wish he was with you even if you recognize that it’s for the best if he’s safe at home

in any case I didn’t know him so well but I doubt beating yourself up about what might happen is what he’d want either

[lempereur]

Is that really okay?

[halloflamer]

I think so

for whatever I think is worth