POKEGEAR (MoM IC Contact)

[halloflamer]

"The name's Blue! I'm busy right now, so leave me a message, and maybe if I like you enough I'll respond... hahaha!

Smell ya later!"

[TEXT | VOICE | VIDEO]

Comments

[lempereur]

I'm not sure. Will it?

He can go back to his career doing what he loved without the constant threat of aliens or evil clones or nuclear annihilation. Nothing he knew back home prepared him for this.

[halloflamer]

[Blue would be lying if he said he’d never thought the same, of if Red was to go home. But he was also selfish enough to want him to stay, rather than return safely home and leave Blue there...]

then it’s good, right?

I think you’re allowed to be selfish and still wish he was with you even if you recognize that it’s for the best if he’s safe at home

in any case I didn’t know him so well but I doubt beating yourself up about what might happen is what he’d want either

[lempereur]

Is that really okay?

[halloflamer]

I think so

for whatever I think is worth

[lempereur]

It is worth something
else I would not have asked

Thank you. I think I just need some time to deal with it.

[halloflamer]

yeah..

sorry

if I lost Red again I'd probably lose it too

[lempereur]

I wouldn't say that I am losing it, exactly.

It's more of a numbness, I think.

[halloflamer]

uh

I guess that’s better..

[lempereur]

I don't know that it is.

I'm sorry for putting this on you.

[halloflamer]

it's ok

it's better either way if you talk to someone, right?

[lempereur]

[ Talking about his bad feels with anyone but Yuri and Otabek is still kind of new to him...? He would rather just not burden others with it. ]

I suppose it is.

[halloflamer]

[Blue doesn't really feel like he helped a whole lot. Should he have said something else? Something more? It was new to him too, sharing feelings of any kind, with anyone but Red. But it felt like he was letting him down somehow, to not find some kind of solution to the problems he's being told.]

you can do it again

if you need to

[lempereur]

Thank you, Blue. I appreciate that.

[ Really, it's enough that he listened and didn't make it weird. Yusuke knows that it isn't something words can fix, hopefully he can just wait it out. ]