halloflamer | POKEGEAR (MoM IC Contact)

Uh hi? Who are you???

I'm Loma. I signed my text and everything. Did you not read it?

Yeah ok but have we met? Doesn't ring any bells... whatever Anyway what can the great Blue Oak do for you?

We have not, and we also have. I've become acquainted with you through your own eyes. In the shoes of memories from long ago.

[Wat]

Is this about the Magical Leaf? I only grow it for myself sorry

What? No, I don't know - how does a leaf get magical? No. I got your memories.

[SIGH it's a Pokémon euphemism, Loma, and he's going to explain it to you (as long as you're not a narc), but--]

[Oh]

[Blue doesn't really ...want to talk about this anymore.]

So what do you want

[ well, she could go on a very long story about how she got to this point, but she's kind of short on time herself. better go to the punch- ]

What's going on between you and Red?

None of your business, random person that I just met

[No one here got it. No one here would get it. Even if it had been someone from their world--]

[Well, Archie sure as hell clearly didn't get it, either.]

[So what was the use talking to a stranger about it?]

Ok see it actually is? Because Red is a very sweet person and he's upset over something and you're involved. I don't need your life story, I just want him to not be sad.

Or I don't care who you are and what you think Red means to you, because whatever you think you saw has nothing to do with you? Sounds like a plan to me!

I saw your MEMORIES. the thing that makes up who you are as a person? and considering i had to deal with experiencing those im gonna take the liberty to be nosy here.

what happened?

Edited (i hate double iconing like a loser) 2017-12-03 22:07 (UTC)

So what, you're entitled to nose into our business because you saw stuff that you shouldn't?

[Not that he wanted to talk or think about it in the first place, let alone with a complete stranger, but even if it was only for Red's sake, when he was so shy and private about everything...]

Look I don't know what your deal with Red is, I'm glad he has friends here and all, but if he didn't want to tell you and I know he didn't because he's not like that, what makes you think I'm going to start spilling to a complete stranger?

[ wow, she knew blue was kind of a tough guy from the memories, but this is a lot. ]

Why is it such a big deal though?? You guys are friends, friends aren't supposed to fight and argue and make each other upset. That's the exact opposite of what it means to be a friend!

[ she's never had friends, not real ones, but she's watched enough sitcoms to know that good friends don't treat each other like this. or if they do, it's for a short time before they make up. it doesn't sound like that's happened though. ]

["Friends"... whatever they had been before as children, by the time their journeys began, it wasn't friends. It wasn't friends for those three years of agonizing loneliness, of numbness and silence. And even in those years that followed- when they found each other again, when they swallowed it down and patched the pain over- were they really just "friends" again?]

[He could never put a name to it. Whatever they were now, even before he'd managed to vomit out his feelings, it wasn't just "friends".]

[The last week had hurt. It hurt so badly he thought he would drown again. It didn't matter what she saw- it wasn't enough.]

You don't get anything about us. Just leave me alone.

No. I had to deal with your dumb memories for a week and all the feelings that came with them so I'm not gonna leave it alone.

[ if she had to liken the experience to anything, it was like a television show, or a movie, done in the first person perspective. living as another person in their memories, the hauntings of their past. she didn't have his feelings but she had the sensation of being someone she wasn't and that hurt her. reminded of the things she went through as living in the life of a toxic bully, who everyone hated and wished to die so much that they caused it. ]

I don't need you to spill all your feelings and tell me your story because I don't care. I just want whatever it is between you and Red to stop.

[It should stop. He was so ready to stop, was practically begging Red to send him away again, just tell him he never wanted to see him again. But he didn't; just the opposite. He'd said, in perfect clarity, not to go. Why? He'd never understand. It had all been his fault, his own jealousy, his own weak heart. How could Red could possibly blame himself for any of it?]

[Blue doesn't answer. He just holds his head in his hands and wonders what Red sees in him that no one else does.]

[ she waits for a response and it doesn't come soon enough, so she huffs and fires off another text. ]

Whatever your deal is right now, you're hurting his feelings. I tried to ask him what's wrong and he didn't even want to talk about it. That's why I'm asking you, someone I never talked to, because I've gotten stuck with memories I don't want and I need to figure them out.

POKEGEAR (MoM IC Contact)

[text] time for pain

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icon for the lyrics that are LIAM'S!! FAULT!!!

sad boys!!!

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