[Blue's mouth sets in a line. He knew it was Red's decision to make, and it wasn't that he didn't think Red could make that decision for himself, and yet... He couldn't stop thinking that it had been the wrong one. That he wasn't worth his forgiveness, or his love.]
[He couldn't stop thinking that he wasn't worth much at all. But that was something he had struggled not to show for so long now that he didn't know how to act any other way.]
--He said... [Blue starts, then huffs. It wasn't exactly easy to say, even if he figured it was true, deep down.] ...that I keep running away and making excuses... But that's basically the same thing, isn't it?
[Red had said that, that they'd work through this together. But Red wasn't the one that kept screwing up over and over.]
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[He couldn't stop thinking that he wasn't worth much at all. But that was something he had struggled not to show for so long now that he didn't know how to act any other way.]
--He said... [Blue starts, then huffs. It wasn't exactly easy to say, even if he figured it was true, deep down.] ...that I keep running away and making excuses... But that's basically the same thing, isn't it?
[Red had said that, that they'd work through this together. But Red wasn't the one that kept screwing up over and over.]